I’m sorry I’m so unstable with my life physically and emotionally. I do my best to not let these stress sources interfere with us and especially you, but for some reason it still does. I’m sorry I tend to just break down and start crying at random times during the day. People don’t know how hard it is or how difficult it is to feel this way. There’s always that constant thought in the back of my mind telling me that someday you might leave because of how broken I am as a person. I really don’t like to think about it much because it just makes me more upset and sad so I do my best to avoid that scenario. I just hope that you can still be with someone as broken and unstable like me for as long as you have been since the day you met me.